Well hey its me first entry in Guam, i think?... Well so things arent as bad as i thought it would be-so its not some ghetto island with nothing in touch of my culture. This place is okay and liveable for a year til i go off to med school and live wit my cuzes. I love my friends in Jpn very much and i'll get 2 c u guys really soon!!!!! Im grasping at straws to hold and hug and tell them all the emotions i've been feeling and how much i've changed and grown up. Joeanne i hope ife is going great out there for u and that ur still rock solid and keeping our friends together. AShely beleive me hunny there so much more to life than a love from a past chapter, love it, hate it, grieve over it, but feel it and appreciate the times wen they were good and learn from wen they were bad and u'll be aiight. The one who put that song on ur Xanga was me, i thought it was us something u needed to hear.  Take care all my friends...no take care my family becuz thats wat u guyz are to me.

PYc the FUck OUt,

Kiwi Orgazmo

Hello Xanga,

WOw thinhgs are so different coming back. Everything seems smallre and me and my cousins all look different older. Well Annie and AShley I got your message and I miss you so much. All in all things are good here but I still miss all of my friends. Joeanne what is up? There is no one like u on this side of the ocean I can tell u that! Annie Im sorry that u got in trouble with youn parents on my flight date, but take it this way, its nothing we havent gone through before. Guyz you have njo idea what things arte like seeing the world from an older perspective. Lauren and Jenn my home gurls whats up? You probally wont get to see this but u were totoally awesome. AShley hang with Jenn you'll find the type of company you need. Chris and Drew stay with teh flip crew and do your things and no hard feelings. I  guess we didnt need the mess that came with each others lives-u noe.?

Always, RJ

Yesterday was JOjo's b-day and it started out with promie then with some drama but by the time it started it was the best time ever!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG-!!! I never knew Ann, Jojo, and I could have so much fun and I can honestly say that i really like the girl. talked to Amber and she said she doesnt have any beef with her and it was so awesome.

We got a taxi to the train station and went to Vina Walk and went to pet store and the pet cothing store and went to the Arcade. The Arcade was so fun cuz we spent three hours in that part alone taking dozens of sticker pictures and telling storires and tlaking about the future and what we want of it.

Yes, jojo i am gonna c u still in Guam and in the states, but Im gonna stop to c Ann as well in California while im visiting my Uncle b4 i leav for Guam. If things go my way I can see you there in San Diego.  We took some of the coolest pictures and one of them being hardcore, frightenning ,sexy, cute and another fuckin awesome. Those pictures will be posted soon and you can get the full scope of my day.

Whoa! Friday I had to stop Ashley from kicking some ass and boy did i hold her back and make her reconsider. I saw her Prom dress which was awesomely sexy like she always does it and saw Katies at the hosue too and it was like a fuckin fairytale. Lol- Ann and I laughed so hard with Jojo we were beggin to hold it in and with our personalities which are crazy together we were able to talk about the weirdest shit and then we were pissin this one lady off and it was funny.

Once we got back to Atsugi Train station after eatting our crapes, we waited by the taxi place to hitch a ride home. Three taxis, a broncho, a bus and a van and some jokes, we met Joeanne's mom at the taxi place and she gave me and Ann some money to ride the taxi back to base. Did i mention we saw MS. Carmen drive by us? Anyways once we were in the taxi, I made fun of scaring ehr with some bad scenarios involving the taxi driver.

Once we got on base we ran into Jojo at the Mnimart with her parents and asked her for the pictures to scan. Which is funny cuz we ran into my X as well, but it was a pleasant sorta of o-ur here akwardness that passed. Anyways we went to Food Court and consulted Ashley so more and then walked home.

The Best Memory I could ever have for Jojo's b-day and with Ann, outside of a base.

always,

Rj

Since we both think Faith is hott!!!!!!! I posted this mostly for me but some for u ASh!!!!!

Love Yaz!!!!!

Today is Another Fuckin Beautiful day woopdee fuckin doo..

Anyways im chilin with Ashley at her crib and watching cody watch the weirdest movie alive. My sister has no idea still that im kinda involved with a friend or two of hers. Tommorrow is Ash's b-day and I still need to get together the ingredients for her birthday present- can u guress what it is?

Well today Jenn. found out that she was goin to Prom with carlos which is kinda funny, cuz i was pissed when I found out, being the one who asked her first, but once she found out that she was going with him-she totoally pitched a fit! Anyways makes me feel special u know?... U know what i mean. SO she was really tired and sad and out of it today and she stormed off and didnt bother showing up to class.

Ren and I are going to Prom, which she seems excited about, some how i cant help but think this was the way it was meant to be. So she thinks that I told him, but i didnt, cuz of course its her job to tell him and let him down easily with the reAL downlow.

Math class was kick ass today, Dominique and I were haven a blast, with the aseniors being gone with AP testing- the juniotrs had a very chill class period. Dominique had her hands all over my back and like right over my crouch and I was "yeh' buddy." We did our thing and chilled and my plan to get ppl who iw ant to be in piower for next year's election is working and im gonna push my X out the backdoor of her lil' crowned empire.

I was suppose to have tommorrow lunch off but it turns out I have to go in doing lunch just to do some accel. work and leave. How fucked is that?! Anyways well, Im gonna miss the Oc but oddly i dont really care, there is always re-reuns u noe i can catch it another time or i can just get the DvD.

....I wonder what will happen on my date with DD this Saturday??? Always make a big splash cuz PR is Pr right and its not like we're doin anything we havent done already! Lol! So here is somthing funny!

     All the drama would seice if he just ask her out and she say yeh-says DD. All i cant  think is " what the fuck was these last few weeks then!!!" Lol.. Girls can be some lame. I wish Joe had as much balls as Ann does-and maybe things would be cool.

Everyone make sure to say happy Birthday to Ashley cuz now she's an old fart! Take care of my biotch! Yeh Drew- she my biotch now and she taste real good-lol! Yo Girl and i hang everynight! Just ask.

   You Know what I mean~!

* For all those who dont know I've decided to make time for my cooking and to attend a culinary school in New Orleans!!!!!!! Also while im in the states and Guam I'll try to further my goal of male modeling. Jojo had known and now i guess its time for the rest of my friends and etc. to know. I love U Ash.

Arra take care and i'll try to call u as soon as possible. im so tired all the time, and I dont get home til like late and by the time i do get home, i sleep like any other teenage boy-lol! Love the familiy and i'll holla at u later.

Hmm.. Today is Thursday and all I an help but do is want to sleep. Some Im stuck with the notion of getting an haircut either today or tomorrow but tomorrow is Friday, which just breaks my entire chain of thoughts you know.

The Amy thing was an infatuation, but theres more to that story then meets the eye. Dont get me wrong but she is no where near the type of girl I would fall for, but is just the one for one of my projects.

So the drug lord has been loiterring around and its like have some dignity and pick yourself up u noe? Everytime I see him its like a walking D.A.R.E advertisment and may I say thankyou D.A.R.E. teachers who hjave prevented me from becoming that. Can u say on the road to destruction??

Save someone once or twice, maybe three times and its ok, but when its a daily constant then the person doesnt need the help you can provide. At lest without one's own life being consumed by another's bad judgments. So im sayyin fuck it since i have my own wants and desires.

Maybe Mojo and Lc are right and I am mean and I could stan to be much nicer, but in a school of liars isnt it better, to be the one who starts the epic battle/controversy between nice lies and mean truths...? Anyways maybe I could stand to be more like everyone else and live my life wih a dagger in my hand and pointed to the backs of the people around.

I think I have a lot of thinkin to do today and much of that is life choices in which are fundamental to my current mental/emotional status. By the way Im wearing silver and black to Prom to match my date dress, which is gonna be really cool.

always,

RJ

**Loves YA Ash